♥How I love the way i live my life♥: September 2011

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Natto ! Natto !

i got so bored waiting for a friend to upload her cosptrip hahaha . so i made a gif. about the song of Len and Rin KAgamine-Never. Oh my , i guess , this what happens when....you're....in.......

p.s. Sorry for bad graphics TT_TT

DOROBO EVERYWHERE !!!

Today, we went to Divisoria (divisoria-a place in my country Philippines, were things are lot cheaper. A super SURPLUS market place where you can buy almost anything you need) to accompany my friend to buy wig, and my mother was buying something. We stroll around the divisoria. It wasn't that crowded. We searched for the mall. On the way there, my mother's earring was snatched. My mom's earring was a 100% gold. She said someone pinch her ear lobe for a matter of 5 secs. The thief runaway so fast. My mother's ear lobe was bleeding. I didn't expect that it will happen. She always go to that place without losing anything. I didn't even notice earlier that she was wearing her earring so I haven't told her to take it off from our house. I am so sorry for my mother. My mother told an officer (we meet there) about the crime, but my mother refuse to search for the thief. She said it was only material thing. That man will get KARMA.

Due to poverty, many would strive to do everything just to make money and have something to eat. I pity that thief. I hope he will receive the best by doing that thing. God shall punish him with love.I know it is our own fault, this is just a reminder that nowadays, you can't trust even the safest place. There will always be a devil watching you and planning to get something from you. Beware :D (just a friendly reminder)

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Nightmare

Last night wasn't a pleasant night. I sleep happy yet I woke up upset. As far as I can remember, it's 2:00 or 3:00 a.m. I was asleep. I was dreaming. I was dreaming that I was sleeping. It was like, I was watching myself asleep. I was moving, because I need to wake up.I can hear the drops of the rain. I was screaming "mama! mama!" repeatedly. I was calling my mother. I forcefully open my eyes. I woke up. The scene and the rain, was in my dreams. "I don't want to sleep again", I said to myself. But because I need to wake up early in the morning, I go back to sleep. Then it happen again. I moved my body, and I want to scream but something was blocking my air in my throat. I can't breathe, seriously. I was so scared that I might not wake up. 3-5 mins. I'm glad I open my eyes. But the third time, before I go back to sleep, I prayed again to God. It was a scary experience.

Today, I told my mom that it happen to me. She said she was hearing voices of a person last night. She can't recall if it's a boy or a girl. She thought it was my brother calling her. But my brother wasn't here. She heard that someone was calling her. "It was me", I said. She was worried what will happen if I didn't escape that dream.I don't even know why it happen to me. Because before I sleep, I wasn't sad or something.

We don't know when will God will get us. It was a blink of an eye. I will say this is probably my 2nd life.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Vocaloid

♪miku♪luka♪rin♪len♪kaito♪meiko♪kaito

i'm so inlove with vocaloid. the year i started loving them is when i was in 4th year high school. i was watching NHK world. they broadcast what Vocaloid is. the fist singing synthesizer i knew was hatsune miku. i love her song the world is mine, romeo and cinderella, melt , last night goodnight and many more. the second synthesizer i knew was megurine luka. i really love her. i love pink and her hair was pink. kyaa~~. so that's it. 3rd and so fort, was len&&&rin kagamine, shion kaito, kamui gakupo and many moooore. i keep on listening to their songs because the meaning of the songs were that so "GREAT!". i mean, my heart can feel what the author of the song really wants to say. and almost everyone can relate to the lyrics.

when you listen to their songs, you might feel like, "oh this is a great dance party song." (like megurine luka's just be friends). you will never understand the real meaning of the song unless you read and understand carefully the message in it. my playlist was occupied by vocaloid songs. i really liked them than human songs/singer.i hope many can produce more songs of Vocaloid.

Vocaloid is also a software. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vocaloid). everyone can publish a song. so i hope many other can express what they feel. rather than just listening to same artist that has same music/note/meaning. Vocaloids songs are made by random people. so you will enjoy to listen and learn something at the same time.Vocaloid change the way i used to LOVE music

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Bête Noire

i know a lot of college students are not studying due to personal reasons. i am lucky that i have parents who are responsible for my tuition and stuffs. life is hard. i believe what jessie j. told us that about the we don't need money thing, guess what she's, wrong! right now without money you'll die. food is not free. without money, you can't go to college ( unless you are that smart to have an scholarship, well not everyone who is willing to study are not that GENIUS ).

yes, we are really poor. but my parents are doing they're best to provide me and my brother a great school and i pity them for working so hard. but i can't do something. i have to go on. if i stop and keep on thinking i pity them, we will end up pitying each other. time will surpass and we will age, we will end up dying because of pityness. so, even though i watch them sacrificing, i am doing my best to learn the degree I'm taking.

with my foolishness, i shall devour my dreams in a slowly but surely manner. i want to succeed and have fun at the same time. trials, quest and others stuffs might interfere, but i will not let my guard down. i want to create myself in an experimental way. there's one small thing that this useless me can do, a little coward, but I'll try to expand myself more.

i know we can't just continue playing around forever, but i have so many plans and back up plans in case someone or something will outrun me. there's so many thoughts i have inside my head. i'm just too lazy to speak or to show them up.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

f.r.i.e.n.s.h.i.p.

losing a friend ? i cant acquire to lose a friend. i mean i didn't have great friends before. so i cherish every moments i have when i am with them. i love all of them. i don't wanna lose any of them because the friends i used to knew before where really "friend". in friendship, i don't care if i will sacrifice something or do what they want to tell me. i will do everything for a friend.

the reason i'm doing all this because, without them, i will not be here. i will not be here happy studying, making goals. well i must say they are the one who inspires me to do my best. and when i am lonely, they give the most stupid answer just to make me laugh. so i really thank each and everyone of them.

it's so lonely to be alone. i experienced that since i become a student. until i reach my high school . but the most memorable in my high school would be in my 2nd year up to now. i met so many wonderful friends. i wasn't alone anymore.i can face challenges and stuff.

losing 1 of them will tear me up. it's like a pyramid. if one will fall, the pyramid will start to shake off. i will be lonely again and i don't want that to happen. i will do all my best to keep us stronger :D

p.s. credit goes to my-banner :D thanks for making that colourful octopus'.

L I F E

life is too short, so lonely, so shallow . so right now i am doing all i could. i dont wanna be mature that fast. i want to enjoy my youth. i know someday i will become mature enough. i wanna play, do fun things and enjoy what i have right now.

after 4 or 5 years from now, i see myself sitting on a table working, working till it's morning again. that time i will no longer have the time to enjoy my life. i would be busy working all the time earning money for my parents and my future.

after 30 to 40 years from now, i will be retiring. i see myself as an old woman. just sitting in the couch without ever thinking where should i spend my money because i don't have the energy to do anymore. therefore, the money i keep on saving will be useless. you will not also carry that in heaven/purgatory/hell.

my life, i dedicate this to all of the person i love, especially my parents. i know i was fooling around this time around, but while doing such worthless things, i have my dreams prepared as well. it's like having fun while preparing. i just wanna have some fun. life is short. we don't know what time God will get us. i want to share this with everyone so that they could pause for a while and enjoy.

p.s. i credit google for that picture :D

Monday, September 19, 2011

白い蝶 (white butterfly)

I got this butterfly when we were having vacation in our province :> (gomene kami-sama for killing that butterfly.)

b o r e d o m :3

Megurine Luka "chibi" action figure :D

My very own and 1st action figure of Megurine Luka.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Hair Dye

I was bored today so I dyed my hair blue. I opened two box of it. 1 box contains two bottle that are need to be mixed. I mixed it and spread it in my hair. There are so many excess so I put it again in the bottle. After hours I look again in the box. I was shocked when I saw these :

The bottle size was expanded as if it was going to explode.

this is the hair dye I used.

I tried to open one of the bottle and this happens.

lesson learned :
I don't wanna use or buy cheap hair dye A G A I N !!!

Monday, September 12, 2011

Nagmahal ka na ba ng taong hindi ka naman minahal pabalik? Kung oo, naging masaya ka ba?

oo . cguro masaya kc naging inspirasyon xa para umunlad ako :D